Friday, June 26, 2009

The upcoming trial

I can't believe it's been almost a month since I've written here. I apologize.

I started to write what was going on in my head to an online forum and just deleted it. They don't have to hear this stuff. Actually you shouldn't have to hear this stuff either. But I have to get it out.

I've been crying on and off all day. It's the upcoming trial and how I dread it. It's my worry for my family. Especially my son and my grandsons.

Ugh! I'm so worried about everybody and everything. Also, I'm scared out of my mind.

What can I say?

It's terrible. To think that other families are going through the same thing is truly appalling. It's just too terrible to imagine.